life is super tough...
well, never mind, i am coping up with it. I have been irritated umpteen number of times but never once have I lost it till now. yeah so I must be faring pretty okay till now. But there are one too many issues to resolve before I move to that happy place from where I can trudge on - the place where I was about a month back. well I see this as a investment well made after all i am investing on my future. had a tough time getting out of the rut that we had fallen about a week back but we are out of it... finally! phew and things have been smooth since 2-3 days. Things actually got too choppy but it helps that I have this ability to cut out emotions and somehow force myself start afresh by totally ignoring whatever happenned before. Yeah developing this ability to "not to keep scores" is a very critical ability to survive and nurture a relationship.

sweety: if you are reading this, I love you.